Life moves on

It moves on, pretty slow but still fast compared to what I’m used to. It have gone so long time where I have been doing almost nothing, changed sleeping patterns and all strange shit.
Well now it is starting to feel better, and it feels, hmm, nice on some way, but in another way it feels like I panic sometimes.

I got TorrentFlux up and running earlier today, almost crashed the server at one time.
18:21:24 up 96 days, 6:58, 3 users, load average: 17.31, 16.68, 15.83
I quickly noticed it isn’t that healthy for the server to be running 18 BT-clients that are seeding/leeching.